Bad week.

Well, after making it to Shamokin, PA, I found myself homeless for some time. I struggled to find anything to give me income and found myself forced to leave by the risk of the situation. I had fun though with someone. Anyhow, on the way back, I ended up falling asleep on the wheel and lead to my wreck. I ended up smashing the nose of my camaro into the railing. Face is a bit cut up, but I'm fine otherwise. Camaro is undrivable and out of my possession and I have court fees and whatever else to pay. I'm home with my old job, with my old goals, without a car.... I'm just waiting for more shit to hit the fan.

I'm on the move!

Literally, plotting to move to PA, Shamokin by the end of this month, potentially, under 25th of July. That is the goal, so I won't be programming much. Hell, I should be doing stuff than write in here, but I've been neglecting this blog again. Blogs are hard for me to keep my attention too. *shrugs* Either way, I won't be able to progress for a while. Until everything is sorted out, as well, need to make up all the work I haven't done lately for the PsionicsOnline. Going to be one hellish challange.

Programming Goal.

Well, right now, I'm programming in C++ as I started this in order to catch up or contribute to a failed idea last year. However, months later, I've developed a bit in C++ and have enough knowledge to actually use it to an extent. With partial regret, but no room to turn back, I decided to make a game in C++. Game development been a personal goal, but it's not a goal I can make a whole lot of money from...unless I want to be a code monkey or get fucked over by publishers. Either way, I want to get somewhere with this. Money or not. I want to have some game that is played and enjoyed by people. If I can find a way to get profit from this, I will, but, otherwise, I will mostly do things for free.


This game I am making will start out as a simple, free game. I may move on to adding a fee for additions to the game itself. Nothing steep. Maybe a dollar. A kind of force donation. I don't know. It doesn't matter as I have no game at the moment. The goal is to make a Roguelike with C++\SDL and move up from there. Actually, I probably have to learn openGL pretty soon. Well, I'm not going to list my plans for the game until I actually have something going. As of now, I'm developings class structures for the window and test outputs, inputs, configurations. Graphics I will be doing will be ASCII, but not through programming. I'm going to hack up some fonts or create my own images to use. Basic stuff, nothing complex. I figure this method will give me more graphical flexibility and help me push myself into the graphics area as far as coding is concerned. I'll start listing goals for the game mechanics and stuff when I have the game functioning through SDL. On the meantime, I'll list what my goals as far as programming with C++\SDL\OpenGL.

1. Get a flexible, functioning Window class.

2. Get a flexibile, functioning Text class.(for all my font and string output\input needs)

3. Learn how to properly blit\buff screens.

I think that is it. I don't know. My main problem is 3. During input, text doesn't leave when backspace. I need to figure out how to fix that. I guess that is all to type in today.
- neveza

I might be back...

Well, after neglection and not caring about this blog. I figured I might as well reopen this peice of shit and post my progress in programming. I don't really give a damn if anybody reads this as this is merely for my personal musing and progress check. Not only that, I may include other topics, meh, I don't know. Depends untill Psionicsonline.net is finished and able for blog function. I may just link to this and start freash on PsionicsOnline. Well, isn't this annoying, I can't see to create a paragraph. Enter doesn't work and I doubt the TAB works. Well, from observing how this act, I guess i can't show WhiteSpace examples. ;)

www.PsionicsOnline.net : where I reside now.

Been a while since I posted here. Personally, I forgot about this blog until I did a search on my internet persona. Really, I merely posting to potentially help boost the hit rating of http://www.psionicsonline.net/ or http://www.psionicsonline.com/ which both leads to the same. However, I do wonder the extent of doing this. I mean, how well does that method actually work? Doesn't matter. Regardless if it really boosts hit rates, people may stumble on here and click on the links. Either way, I'll probably never post in here again after this post. Really, if I do a blog, it'll be in http://www.psionicsonline.net/ .

If anybody reads this, http://www.psionicsonline.net/ is quite the growing community. We're trying to provide the best quality of information possible. As well, promote healthy habits and practice. Quite the place for anybody interested in psionics. Also, if anybody knows me, I'm not my psipog self, so no, you'll not see me abuse my status in http://www.psionicsonline.net/ . I'm putting my psipog days behind me and starting fresh as a new neveza...maybe a hint of old neveza.

Well, I think I said enough, I doubt anybody will actually read this as this blog, specifically, isn't very good nor has been active since 2006, maybe 2007. Time to put this blog behind me and, hopefully, used to help produce some traffic to http://www.psionicsonline.net/ . Hehehe, that's enough of that. Seriously, this blog sucks. This is probably the best post out of the bloggen.

Just a brief blog.

Fuck you Theorist if you bother to go in my blog, I hate you. Why can't you type normally like everybody else, you fucking retard.

That's off my chest.

Practice isn't going much because school is getting in my way.

I've been lazy physically, so I gained some weight.

School been doing nothing but irritating me. Also, The Scarlet letter is a terrible book. Nothing but symbols, hardly any visualization going on. Why could they just murder her and end the book.

yep...

Simple goal.

Goal of the month is to improve my psi programming skills and improve my PK abilities.

Goal of the end of 2006 is too successfully create a force bubble.

What am I going to do is every weekend I'll do psi manipulation with a bit of PK, but every weekday during school is do PK with a bit of psi manipulation, mainly moving energy around or surround my body with it.

Let's see how far I go.